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"Never get too attached to anyone unless they also feel the same towards you because one sided..."

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 01:46:35 -0700

“Never get too attached to anyone unless they also feel the same towards you because one sided expectations kills you.”

- Note To Self

Inspiration

Fri, 31 May 2013 13:48:00 -0700

Inspiration

”..only time will telltime will turn and tell..”

Wed, 08 May 2013 00:19:19 -0700

”..only time will tell
time will turn and tell..”

Reminders

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 16:02:00 -0700

“If it’s that great, it’s worth waiting for, right?”
“I can tell that you’re unhappy. I can tell that things aren’t alright and that you’re not really fine.”
“Introvert? Extrovert? You’re neither..and both. There’s no way to pinpoint your erratic behavior.”
“You’re gonna lose people in your life and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how much your appreciate them and told them so, it will never seem like it’s enough. So make the most of it while it lasts.”
“I’ve never seen you feel for someone like this before, it must really be something.”
“Just fucking say something. You’re going to get nowhere by bottling it up and beating yourself up over it.”
“You’re the one person who ever pays attention to details. All the little things you notice and remember is incredible.”
“Aren’t you happy to finally be moving on to where you want to be? I know I’m happy for you.”
“You? Scared? No. Never in my life did I think those two went together. But…today. Today..I can finally see this fear in your eyes.”
“It’s because your honest.”
“While everyone is admiring and smelling the roses, your stand back and appreciate the leaves. That’s rare and beautiful.”
“Isn’t it funny how day by day, nothing changes. But when you look back, everything’s different.”
“You can’t blame anyone but yourself for feeling like this. Whether she knows or not, you set yourself up to get hurt..not her”
“Stop trying to expect things from people who don’t care about you.”
“People change. Feelings waver.”
“You just don’t give up, do you? Even with the slimmest of chances, you just never seem to back down.”

Twice

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 13:35:00 -0700

I thought I tied up loose ends, but now they’re just haunting me
I keep telling myself to cut my losses, accept the truth and move the fuck on, but I can’t.
No amount of alcohol can wipe away these thoughts.
But with all these damn parties coming up, it’s just what I need to escape..even though it’s only temporary.
Things never turn out how I plan/imagine them. I guess that’s why I’m such a “go with a flow” kind of person. I hate it so much sometimes.
This was not how I imagined it would “end”. I had so much to say, but I was too scared to say it.
We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway.
I can’t handle seeing how much you’ve been though and how hurt you’ve been, and knowing I can’t do a single thing just eats away at my conscience.
If it’s meant to be, it will be.
I’m so happy I met you, yet so lost that I met you.
I don’t think I’ve ever been thought of first. I’m just that person who’s coincidentally there and always in a close second to things; never really being the one chosen.
I’m probably a nobody to you, just another face in the crowd of the numerous mutual friends we have, but I promised you that I will listen and I will care. I will always be there for you. If you only knew.
I think I outline all these things in such a vague and broad sense because I have no more motivation to really write anymore.
Patience, Colin. Patience.

Audio

Tue, 05 Feb 2013 16:49:00 -0800

Now there’s nothing to doBut scream at the drunken moon

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 14:17:28 -0800

Now there’s nothing to do
But scream at the drunken moon

Waiting

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 01:00:00 -0800

Gabe Bondoc and Pierce The Veil albums on repeat. I haven’t listened to anything else this past month. Nothing has been more relatable than these two artists.
Don’t be reckless. Don’t be reckless. Don’t be reckless..Do not be reckless.
It makes me glad to know you’re smiling again. It’s all I wished for you..your happiness. Even if that means I have to go through this pain..
Jetlag has hit me completely. I haven’t been able to properly sleep. This doesn’t help with my case of insomnia.
“You gave me your time. That’s all I wanted, and it’s the greatest gift you can give to anyone. You gave me a portion of your life for me.”
“Never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you. Because one day, you might wake up from your sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars”
Just because I’m not there, doesn’t mean that I don’t care.
”..because their happiness is your happiness. You put their feelings first, before anything else. It’s a complicated situation, letting someone go to someone else”
“You are so rough on yourself. If there is one thing us humans do, it’s that we spend so much time wondering why we’re not good enough.”
I wish I was somebody special in your eyes.
“It’s entirely possible that no one will ever fully and completely understand you, nor the reasons behind the things that you do. It’s perfectly okay to be perfectly okay with that.”
Life sure is ironic.
I’m sorry if I’m not giving you the attention that you need and that I’m not telling you what you want to hear.
Make a small lifestyle change each day in the direction you want to go. Imagine what you can accomplish in a week; month; year; lifetime.
I don’t really know what I want anymore. I’m just taking in whatever life throws at me. It’s not that I don’t care, I just don’t know what to care about.
When you give all that you got, but it’s not enough. Yeah, that feeling.
I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere. That no matter where I go or who I’m with, there’s always going to be that part of me that feels out of place. It’s like, everyone knows where they belong and where they stand. Then there’s me.
Everything aside, I instantly smile when I see something from you. I don’t care what, it just makes me smile that for those couple seconds, I crossed your mind. Even though it’s temporary, it helps me get by.
Your brain, inside are the things worth living for. Your heart, inside are the things worth dying for.
I just wish to be, not just anybody, but somebody’s reason to smile.

Merry Christmas

Tue, 25 Dec 2012 00:44:32 -0800

Merry Christmas

Just looking out on the day of another dream

Mon, 17 Dec 2012 22:34:00 -0800

Just looking out on the day of another dream

“you’re always on my mind”

Wed, 05 Dec 2012 19:59:00 -0800

“you’re always on my mind”

I care

Tue, 04 Dec 2012 02:16:00 -0800

Whether I appear once or stay in these individuals lives, I care about them. They can choose to keep me in their life or not, but it doesn’t matter to me. What matters is their happiness. I like to believe that however long someone is in my life and I am in theirs, I am there to ensure their happiness, however long it lasts.

I go out of my way to do things for the people I know. To ensure their joy is present. It’s a great feeling, to see the smile on one’s face knowing that I made their day, week, or month. I never want anything in return. I never once asked to be repaid. It shouldn’t be a service.

Yet there are times my actions go unnoticed. I feel unappreciated. What I do for others starts to feel like a menial task that seems to be routine and expected from others. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not complaining in any way. I love making the people around me happy. I will continue to do so long as they are a part of my life. It’s something that can’t be taken away. The people in my life mean a lot to me and it is the least I can do as a friend.

I guess I just want to feel/know that I am cared about just as much as I care for those around me. Maybe just once..I’d like to feel appreciated, to be told that I’m making someone proud, to be wanted, to be told that I’m that special person in their life, to be on the receiving end of all this for once.

It’s the tiny details that make you..you.

Sat, 01 Dec 2012 02:45:00 -0800

It’s the tiny details that make you..you.

버려진 우산

Mon, 19 Nov 2012 21:40:00 -0800

버려진 우산

One of the best feelings in the world

Sat, 17 Nov 2012 14:47:33 -0800

One of the best feelings in the world

”..I’ll be honest, I don’t have a cape..or a...

Fri, 16 Nov 2012 02:43:00 -0800

”..I’ll be honest, I don’t have a cape..or a costume. I wasn’t born on Krypton, and it’s been a really long time since I’ve been in a fight, but I will fight gravity for you. When you’re upset and don’t feel like talking, I will use my x-ray vision to look inside of you an find out what’s wrong. If you need me to, I’ll use my superhuman strength and put your entire world on my shoulders. If you let me, I will do my best to be superman for you..Because, you deserve it.”

“I will catch you if you fall.”

Sun, 04 Nov 2012 22:39:28 -0800

“I will catch you if you fall.”

"We change our behavior when the pain of staying the same becomes greater than the pain of changing...."

Thu, 11 Oct 2012 10:57:00 -0700

“We change our behavior when the pain of staying the same becomes greater than the pain of changing. Consequences give us the pain that motivates us to change.”

- Dr. Henry Cloud

Audio

Tue, 25 Sep 2012 01:55:41 -0700

I cannot stress this enough.

Fri, 10 Aug 2012 10:54:00 -0700

I cannot stress this enough.