I fucked up this last year
And it haunts me every single day. I can’t believe I basically threw away a year of my education and much more of what I had going. I don’t know why it had to be this year where all this crap just flew right into me, and just broke me down. I really can’t complain though, part of it was my fault that I would bring myself down where I couldn’t focus on my studies; but it really kills me that I ended up here. It hurts even more seeing everyone around me succeed while I’m stuck because of personal issues..
Honestly, I‘m really praying that I can I will fix things this final year. I really don’t mind taking my time with my education, but I really want to get out of OCC as well. I’ve gotten past the difficult, personal problems that blinded me from what really matters. From here on out, is a straight shot of no distractions, and a goal that I will not stop for anything to achieve.
Thank you for setting me straight.
